Oh! Most nights, drinkin' alone.
So one night, I'm drivin' home
From this motherfucking shit job, turning tables
And I think to myself, "I've never felt so small before"
To who am I supposed to voice this?
I know that I don't have many choices...
And you came to mind, I swear to God!
And then I really start to think to myself
When did I get so far from my destiny?
I saw the future with you, today is all I see now
If I made my bed, then I shall fuck in it,
I'll be drinkin' in it, pull the covers up over my head!
(Chorus) And so I chose the path that I took that day,
I look over my shoulder, all I see is your face!
Because most nights, I'm drinkin' alone, pick up the phone
I don't know what to say, I just want to hear your voice...
I swear to God! Been holdin' out for so long.
Frustrated, I did everything there is to do and now I'm fuckin' bored
I masturbated a thousand fuckin' times and now nothin' feels good anymore!
If happiness is subject to tolerance,
Am I stuck in a rut, or in a devilish dance? I'm sayin'
Depression rings familiar tunes in my head
Because I'm just getting by, but always closer to death
Because most nights I have a clear moment where I understand
That you're always getting father, I'm not fighting back
I swear to God, that's when I know I lost myself.
(Chorus)
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